Nothing's ever the same be it a second later or a hundred years. It's always churning and roiling. And people change as much as oceans...

Monday, January 3, 2011

matter

Is both sad and disappointing when you
grow upon everybody else ...
even more so when you grow above the person
that thought you what you needed to do avoid falling
if that person crossed the point of no return will never
take its place back into your heart...
that unfortunate event... was the deal breaker
in my relationship with him...
everybody saw that the giving part was on my end
however I never mind that...
it only begun to matter to me when my thought
and my stops were not respected anymore...
that was the moment in which everybody
thought I changed him for someone else...
but that never happened... I never changed him
I chose to leave a relationship that was killing me
and dragging me under, and that new self I found
showed me that I was being pulled down...
and wouldn't let me sink like that.
That is my biggest treasure ... to find some one
that saved me from falling when
I wasn't myself... to find that some one that
will always see what I was and what I will be

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