smaller

maybe that was the way for me to really get a hold of it?

I don't wanna spend three weeks away from you again

even though it could be worse, those three weeks were a

huge time for me to think and re think everything again.

a lot of things crossed my mind, I hope the culmination

of this year will put an end to this...

also the wonder, if what you actually needed was to miss me

or to miss me even more... but you were distant and quiet

all you did was hold me a lot more then other times...

a lot closer then last couple times we met...

but of course something is lost... the confidence I had

to tell you everything I felt is no longer there

something that I don't know if I'll be able to have again.

love will make me crazy, it always did, why should this be

any different? and I will spent my life trying to make this

distance even smaller.