Nothing's ever the same be it a second later or a hundred years. It's always churning and roiling. And people change as much as oceans...

Thursday, September 29, 2011

free me

how can all this be going wrong...
what did she miss... what could
possibly hold the answer she is looking for...
what if he is not the person she once knew
what if she is not the same anymore...
frozen fears are now coming to life
all the past, plans and conclusions,
are rushing through her mind,
ironically not letting her think anything
anything at all, not clearly at least,
so she finds herself in an endless
rabbit hole, form which she can't get out
she is not falling, but she is still
unable to move, to fall, to rise...
trying to overlook all the not to's
so she can move again, get away
from that numbness she seems to
belong now, for so long...
so now she wonders, if and how she
will finally feel free again...
completely free... nothing holding her back

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