lay down

she laid down on her pillow wondering how to trust

laid there, her tears were falling down her face

while the cold and hard wind shook her hair, but

ultimately, her mind , trying not to over think

a small argument, into the end of her day.

her skin will always remember the mistreatment

her eyes will always recall the cold hard wind

this will only be, one more scar for her...

one of those white lines remembering us to never forget

those dark times she was going through, were nothing

from this point on, she rather think of them, as memories

way beyond will be the reasoning behind them

as it toke two days for her to see, everything was on place

and at night, with that unspoken fear...

she claims to forget what she never should of have to...

oh if that tinny pillow would talk...

or if those tears were dimes...

or perhaps, if those calls were lesser days to leave

uncertainty was playing against her

though she fought with the power she knew

days are hotter now, however to her, the sun

was only shining for her to change something

something she wasn't even sure she had on the first place.

probably she would start reading the same old book again

or maybe this time, she needs something even more tortuous

and even in that case, she knew it wouldn't help

but is one of the only places where she can be

tormented on the inside out, and not the other way around.

she looked up, saw that little stripe of sky above her

it was still a mild afternoon, and she followed the moon,

smiling at her, knowing everything she longs to know...

with that unimaginable power, moving the leaves in

the house tree... moving the world she wants to stop.