Even after the half bottle of vodka, and the many, many times I've heard them said he wasn't worth my time, I knew it wasn't true, they intended to trick me with mixed truths so I thought they were making a good point, when in reality, they were only picking at the little things I miss of when he and me had just met, the amazement of a new friendship, of getting to know each other, the moment in which we were comfortable enough to let our demons play together, so they wouldn't bother US anymore, the one thing that they questioned that is my biggest fear, is the following... Is he gonna be with you ten years from now? I'd like to believe that after everything that we've been through nothing can break us up, or tear us apart, but only time will tell.
And as some of the people I love most tried to banish my better half from my heart with painful half - truths, my mind raced my heart, and won for my argument, that he's even bigger than they're with him, every time, a smile, every disappointment from me a hug, and those looks we can only understand and share once in a while, but they are worth every single second we stay apart, those moments, I also used to have with both of them... and not only with him, but sadly we are two of a kind, and they can never understand what our souls entwine.
The fact that he never tried to take me away from them, and the fact that they try to take me away from him is all there is to tell, he has a piece of soul missing that I carry with me everyday everywhere I go, and it goes the same way for me, my soul is even more broken apart, but I ok with not knowing if I'd ever find the other holders of my soul.
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