two

almost a year has passed by and I still have no clue what to do
I don't know if it's lack of inspiration or if is merely the lack of
drive to do anything that has lately stroke me completely.
the fact that I am no longer the first choice to anyone is getting worse
and the fact that I am part of a one souled person made by two
is the only thing that is making my life still being shinny.

this waiting is making me really nervous now, it's been to long
too long and too little at the same time, is just the impatience
that is making me walk the walls everyday that you don't call
and that is not the reason, but is an aggravating for the lack
of color in my days lately... as you are the only person giving it
a shade when is all black and white, not even a gray balance.

I need to get out and search for that inspiration that has left me
I have a little time to do it, but in those days I will explore and
search everything we can achieve so I have that spark again
a few days will be enough for me to find that one time detail.