It's been so long since I've allowed myself to be open to new chances...
For as long as I can remember all I wanted was to come to the states and live here, and now that I've lived here, and seen how life is, even though I've met great people, that have changed me forever, and some of the worst people as well, that have also changed me forever, and in between all the doubts and the fear, and the mixed feelings and everything I've ever feared would happen with my best friend, and what I would find and not in here, has been hell of a past six moths, both in good moments and in moments that nothing seemed to matter anymore, and I wanted to leave everything I fought for, I'm still not sure what's gonna become of me, but one thing I know for sure, being here, the mere fixation, was another cage I was locking myself in, and all I wanted to do, was come here so I could be free, and it was everything but freedom, but now, with no expectation, only hope all I want is to be free, and that's what I'm looking for, what I'm leaving for.
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